Countdown to the Cross... (Good Friday, Part 2)

Part 2 of the Good Friday devotional has us reading Luke 23:35-43. Please take a look at this reading about Jesus' death.

Scripture and history tell us that Jesus was on the cross for six hours - 9:00 in the morning till 3:00 in the afternoon. Six hours of drawn-out physical agony.

As I type these words, it is 1:01pm on Good Friday.

Luke describes a conversation between Jesus and two other criminals that are being executed at the same time.

One man joins the mockers, insulting Jesus with, "Aren't you the Christ? Save yourself and us!" (Luke 23:39).

It's easy to call this guy a jerk, but this is a desperate cry of a man in the midst of suffering like you and I will never know. His desperation takes the form of anger and demand.

The other man turns with last-minute faith to the crucified King... look at his words...

"this man has done nothing wrong" (verse 41), and "Jesus, remember me when you come into your kingdom" (verse 42).

Earlier today, we read of Jesus' willingness to forgive even those who were torturing him ("Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing...").

Now, we read about Jesus forgiving an actual death-row criminal who makes a desperate plea for help from Jesus.

Is it never too late to ask Jesus for help? Is it ever too late to appeal to the mercy and love of God? Is any human being beyond the love and forgiveness that Jesus brings?

Apparently not.

Let these words sink in... These words were for a thief with very few minutes to live... and these words are for any of us who sincerely asks Jesus to "remember me when you come into your Kingdom." Jesus says:

"I tell you the truth, today, you will be with me in paradise."

Countdown to the Cross... (Good Friday, Part 1)

Our first reading for Good Friday is Luke 23:26-34.

"Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing" (Luke 23:34).

Just look at the verbs in this passage.

They "led him away..."

"A large number of people followed him... mourned and wailed for him.."

"they crucified him.." (Matthew 27 mentions that before this, they stripped him, twisted together a crown of thorns and set it on his head, spit on him, struck him on the head again and again...) The other day, I watched part of a History Channel special on crucifixion in the ancient world, and had to shut it off after about ten minutes - it made me sick to my stomach. Yet Matthew only writes, "they crucified him." For readers of his time, that was more than enough said.

"they divided up his clothes by casting lots."

"they sneered at him."

"they mocked him."

Jesus' response?

"Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing" (Luke 23:34).

The Romans were just performing a regular crucifixion. Humiliation. Torture. Anguish. Blood. Nails. Thorns. Guts. Sweat. Cries.

Mel Gibson's movie, The Passion of the Christ, is most disturbing and gruesome to watch - not primarily because of the special effects - but emotionally because someone actually, willingly endured this.

Jesus chose this.

"Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing" (Luke 23:34).

On Good Friday, Jesus knew exactly what HE was doing. In the midst of his flesh being destroyed, his soul is focused and determined.

His last words would be remembered. His mission would be victorious. His grace would be more than sufficient to atone for the most disgusting of human actions.

"Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing" (Luke 23:34).

On Good Friday, please truly consider the sacrifice of Jesus. Understand the gruesome nature of his death, and thank Him.

Embrace the sacrifice, receive the forgiveness, worship the greatest Lover of all-time.

He loves you. You don't need any more proof than these words, which apply to you and me as well when it comes to our sin and ignorance...

"Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing" (Luke 23:34).

Countdown to the Cross... (Thursday, April 9)

On Dark Thursday, let's read about Jesus on trial before Pilate and Herod in Luke 22:66-23:25.

An assembly of priests and teachers leads Jesus before Pilate, a Roman official. Pilate finds "no basis for a charge against this man."

Pilate sends him to Herod, who had jurisdiction over the region and people of Galilee - where Jesus is from. Herod was "greatly pleased" to finally meet Jesus. According to Pilate, Herod found "no basis for your charges against him."

So who, exactly, is responsible for Jesus' punishment and death?

Apparently, it's the angry mob of religious officials who shout, nag, and bully their way into Pilate's mind.

"With one voice they cried out" (v. 18)
"But they kept shouting, 'crucify him!'" (v. 21)
"But with loud shouts they insistently demanded that he be crucified, and their shouts prevailed." (v.23).

And Pilate, the "leader," gives in... in a weak, disgusting moment of compromise, this Roman official "surrendered Jesus" to the will of the crowd (v.25).

The crowd came against him, and they shoulder lots of blame for Jesus' death.
Pilate initially tries to defend Jesus, but eventually becomes an accomplice.

Personally, I'd like to think that I would never join a crowd to condemn an innocent man.

I'd also like to think I'd speak up in his defense, rather than give in to the bullies.

In reality, I have no one to blame for Jesus' death but myself.

"For the wages of sin is death..." (Romans 6:23).

Jesus is taking any and all sins to the cross with him. He's known all along there would be a countdown to crucifixion. Though it is the "hour" for darkness to dominate, Jesus is doing what is necessary to deal with your sins and mine.

Despised and rejected by men - not just by the Jews, but by all of us.

As we head to the cross, we need to recognize our own roles in the story.

If, as you read, you are saddened or angry at the mob... at least take a moment to do a heart-check about your own sin. Your own resentment at God. Your own unresolved issues or lack of gratitude.

If, as you reflect, you wonder why Pilate didn't show some backbone... at least look in the mirror, and ask God for some spiritual backbone to live boldly by faith.

If, as you pray, you thank Jesus for humbling himself to this kind of unjustice and mistreatment... at least see in these moments how God wants you and me to respond when we are rejected or betrayed or attacked.

Remember that prayer of Jesus just hours before these moments... "Father... not my will... but yours be done."

Countdown to the Cross... (Wednesday, April 8)

Today's reading - a little later in the day - is Luke 22:54-65. Feel free to click and read that first.

Peter is known as the "head disciple" of the twelve. He may have been the oldest disciple. He was often the most outspoken and daring.

Need someone to step out of the boat and try to walk on the water with Jesus?

Need someone to boldly blurt out the thoughts of everyone around, not afraid to address the elephant in the room?

Need someone to give a straight, direct answer?

Peter was THAT guy. A leader. A faithful follower. Head of the class.

If anyone would rush to protest the arrest of his captain and role model, Peter would.
If anyone would know the law well enough to mount a case, Peter would.

And yet, right after Jesus is arrested, who is the first one to jump ship?

THAT same guy.

Jesus is abandoned by his "rock," the one who left everything to follow Him. Seems like it only took Peter sixty minutes to deny Christ three times.

First, he tells a servant girl that he never knew Jesus.
A few moments later, he tells someone else that he was never "one of them" (disciples).
An hour later, he blurts, "I don't know what you are talking about!"

To be honest, I see myself in that guy, Peter. At times, I'm ready to follow Christ 110%, no matter what it costs me. At other times, I'm ashamed to have chickened out, walked away, and denied any connection with Jesus.

We have no business judging Peter, because we deny Jesus all too often.

I just hope that I react like Peter when confronted with my own failures. Peter "wept bitterly," showing the true heart's desire and the weakness he's feeling. Peter did the hard work of examining and expressing what goes on inside.

His denial of Jesus - heartbreaking as it was - was finished.

In a few days, Peter is one of the first to see the empty tomb, responding in shock, awe, and worship.

In a few weeks, Peter is the first one to stand up and confront an assembly of Jews with the power of God's Holy spirit.

In a few years, Peter would willingly go to his own cross, sacrificing His own life for His beloved Savior Jesus.

Though Luke 22 shows us one of Peter's weakest moments... God uses it for tremendous personal transformation in Peter's life!

Countdown to the Cross... (Tuesday, April 7)

For today, we'll spend some time reflecting on Luke 22:47-53.

Earlier in Luke 22, we understand that somehow, "Satan entered Judas" (22:3).

No kidding.

Welcome to history's most famous and most regrettable betrayal.

Jesus' intense time of prayer and discussion with his friends turns into a mob scene. A crowd of self-righteous religious policemen have been waiting anxiously for this moment.

And Judas tops it off with a kiss. Yes, Judas, who has been a "disciple" or "follower" of Jesus for several years now. Yes, Judas, who was entrusted to carry the money for the whole band of followers. Yes, Judas, the one Jesus kept in the club, kept on the team - knowing full well that one day someone who claimed to be his friend and whose "hand is with mine" (Luke 22:21-22) would now betray him with a kiss.

His real friends pull out their swords, ready to defend Jesus at all costs. One of them, full of rage, chops off someone's right ear. Sometimes, I think I'd be that guy, hoping to fight alongside Jesus whatever the cost.

Jesus turns himself over in a demonstration of peace. He tells this club-carrying mob that "this is your hour - when darkness reigns" (22:53).

Seems like darkness still reigns here in 2009. Still at war. Still fearing the worst about the economy. Still see violence on the news every night. Still see greed, lust, envy, and bitterness at every turn.

Jesus makes a statement to his enemies here... "this is your hour..."

Not, "this is how it ends."
Not, "Okay, guys, I give up."
Not, "Go easy on me, fellas, because my Father is going to crush you next week."

Instead... "This is your hour."

Sixty minutes. A temporary time-period. A season, at best. An opportunity. Awareness of a moment that has finally arrived. The time has come, evil ones...

"This is your hour."

Darkness senses a victory. Jesus is betrayed by a brother, approached by a mob, rejected by the keepers of his temple...

Here is the self-proclaimed Messiah, going peacefully into the hands of the enemy.

Behold, the Lamb of God, giving up His personal rights to enter into this chapter of the Father's will.

"This is your hour."

Countdown to the Cross... (Monday, April 6)

Each day this week, Pastor Gary Underwood and Delaware Grace Brethren Church will share a passage of Scripture and a few reflections on Jesus Christ and His suffering as Good Friday approaches.

For day one, our devotional centers on Luke 22:39-46.

Luke includes this account of Jesus' prayer at the Mount of Olives, shortly before he is arrested. He says that Jesus went out as usual for this private time of communion with his Father.

Verse 42 records a short summary of his prayer, with the words, "Father, if you are willing, take this cup from me; yet not my will, but yours be done." In other passages, Jesus has mentioned this "cup," apparently referring to the ancient "cup of judgment" (Isaiah 51:17-23).

Jesus knows that he alone is about to experience the judgment, the punishment, the wrath of God as He takes the sins of the world on His back. Jesus understands the impending pain that is spiritual, physical, and emotional.

This sort of punishment and pain is impossible for us to understand, and it was impossible for Jesus alone to bear. Notice the reinforcements sent by God, to make sure Jesus keeps to the task - "An angel from heaven appeared to him and strengthened him" (Luke 22:43). God gives Jesus the strength and access to supernatural help.

But He's still suffering. He hasn't been arrested yet, but Jesus is feeling the weight of the world (spiritual and physical) on our behalf. He prays even more. Earnestly. He prays to the point of sweat, and sweats to the point of dripping blood.

If you're going to anything substantial for God, then start praying.

How did Jesus muster the courage, the focus, the power, the desire to go through with this bloody and horrendous reality - a necessary sacrifice that would pay the price for sins? He prayed. And prayed. And prayed.

Immediately, he encounters the sleepy and lazy disciples. Much like us, they took their Savior and their faith for granted. His first words for them?

"Get up and pray!"

This week, let's ask God for the power to think through the Cross with the Gospel of Luke. Let's savor the Savior and consider His feelings, His approach, His suffering in new ways for 2009. On day one, why not make this a goal for this week, to hear the words of the Messiah, full of God-given strength, reminding us of the most important thing to do in life...

"Get up and pray!"

Jesus deserves our full attention this week, doesn't He?

Day 40 - The New You (Colossians 4:2-6)

First of all, I want to congratulate and encourage any and all of you who have followed through the 40 Days of Prayer journey.

We have spent time in praise, repentance, asking, and yielding ourselves to God.

Today is day 40, and you can do what you want with it.

You can pat yourself on the back, which you should.

You can go forward in your conversation with God, building on the habits and priorities you've experienced over these last few weeks...

In fact, I would highly recommend that... take a look at today's reading in Colossians 4:2-6.

Devote yourself to prayer. The Bible reveals that this is a can't-miss growth process in your walk with God. Keep the friendship and conversation going...

Make the most of every opportunity. You have made the most of these 40 days. Don't hurt yourself and those you love by failing to stay on this same track - heading this same direction - pursue the presence of God, pursue intimacy and knowledge and love of God.

Ask God to speak through your life... He wants to help you experience a greater relationship with Him, and He also has a mission full of adventures, challenges, blessings, and learning in store for you...

Dear God, take us to the next step... Help me continue to pursue you, continue to seek you, continue to listen, to talk, to praise, repent, ask, and yield.

I want to continue reading your word, thinking about you, and learning from you.

Thank you so much that you never treat me like a 40-day project... and I don't want to treat you that way, either!

but rather, you treat me as your son... and you are fully invested in this relationship. I love you and want to continue following you with my life!

Day 39 - The New You (Acts 2:42-47; 4:32-35)

Some of you have been praying and reading for thirty-nine days! Way to go - only two more days left!

That is both a congrats and an encouragement to keep going... keep going in your pursuit of God, your efforts in prayer, your willingness to read God's word.

I wonder what life would be like if every Christ-follower you know would follow through and passionately pursue God. What would it look like if your church, your group of friends, or even just your family really took God seriously.

What if every man, woman and child not only opened their hearts and minds to the greatness of God and the love of Jesus Christ - but they actually made HIM their top priority?

Can you imagine the kind of impact a group of people like that could have in their neighborhood? In their families? In their school district? In their facebook network?

Well, there was once such a group of people... today's reading is about them... take a moment to read Acts 2:42-47 (below), and see what a contagious passion for God can do...

They devoted themselves to the apostles' teaching and to the fellowship, to the breaking of bread and to prayer. Everyone was filled with awe, and many wonders and miraculous signs were done by the apostles. All the believers were together and had everything in common. Selling their possessions and goods, they gave to anyone as he had need. Every day they continued to meet together in the temple courts. They broke bread in their homes and ate together with glad and sincere hearts, praising God and enjoying the favor of all the people. And the Lord added to their number daily those who were being saved.

There you have it.

A group of people so sold out to God, so committed to prayer and denying selfish living...

And the world took notice.

They "enjoyed the favor of all the people." Can we say that about Christians today?

The Lord "added to their number daily." Can we say that about Christians today?

What do you think made these people, and their way of life, so attractive?

Day 38 - The New You (2 Peter 1:3-11)

Click here for today's reading.

2 Peter 1:3-11.

Love the passage. Need those words. Must keep growing. Don't stop.

Notice Peter's mention of the old identity in verse 4, challenging you to "escape the corruption in the world caused by evil desires." I think everyone wrestles with (or just gives in to) evil desires. Greed. Lust. Jealousy. Pride. Anger.

Oh yeah.

But following Jesus is NOT just about leaving those things behind. Let's never make Christianity about the "do's and don't's."

Following God, more importantly, means that we get to start something incredible.

Look how Peter describes this new life earlier on in verse 4 - "you may participate in the divine nature."

Are you serious? I get that kind of connection with God? "Participate in the divine nature."

The divine nature - the new life in Christ - involves increasing faith, goodness, knowledge, self-control, perseverance, and godliness.

Who wouldn't want that stuff? Why don't we pursue that stuff with all our intensity and heart?

Dear God, thank you for allowing me the opportunity to know you, learn from you, pursue you... help me continue to grow in those areas... today it seems like more perseverance would be helpful, but I know that I will always be growing in those areas, as long as I am connected with you.. I look forward to that "rich welcome" in your eternal Kingdom!

Day 37 - The New You (John 3:1-21)

Sometimes in our society, the phrase "born again" gets a bad rap. This phrase has become a stereotype or cliche for people who mean well but are out of touch with the realities of life. "Born again" comes with the connotation or background of someone putting spiritual pressure on you and "bashing" you with words from the Bible.

When Jesus coined the phrase, "born again," it was a much different set of circumstances.

He was approached by an older gentleman who was at once worn down by the burden of the spiritual laws, and curious about the miraculous powers demonstrated by Jesus.

Nicodemus (pictured) approaches Jesus in today's reading of John 3. He has seen Jesus turn water into wine, and heard rumors of other healings and powers. He basically tells Jesus, "Nobody could do the things you are doing without God's power and blessing."

For all we know, Nic is looking for a dose of that same power in his own life.

Jesus seizes the moment to tell him about a much better demonstration of God's power - a completely new life. A fresh start. A second chance. A new upgrade from God, a "life to the fullest." All these things and more are captured when Jesus tells him, "You must be born again" (3:7).

Yes, you must start over. You must stop playing the game like everyone else. Stop trying to figure it all out on your own. Stop creating God in your own image. Stop trying to impress others or appease your own guilt. Stop living as if God is some distant, cosmic judge, ready to pounce on you at will when you mess up.

Start over. Believe in Jesus. Whoever believes in Him - depends on Him - seeks to know Him and trust Him - you're going to find NEW LIFE, ETERNAL LIFE - starting now.

Jesus explains that God didn't send Him here to condemn me, but to save me. I was already "condemned" because of my own sin... God sent Jesus as the rescue plan... as the "new life" plan... the incredible role model, mediator, and sacrifice for my sins and yours.

The New You starts and ends with Jesus Christ.

Dear God, it's so awesome to read again those familiar words, that you "so loved the world," that you sent the greatest leader and lover of all time into our world. Jesus, thank you for bringing new life, new birth, new death -- a life that will last forever. Thank you for not condemning me every day as I deserve, but for treating me with patience, love, and grace. Please help each of us today, Lord, to be reflections of your grace... Help us be good examples of this "born again" life - it really is a terrific thing!

Day 36 - The New You (Psalm 40)

God has made the first move, but I must respond.

God offers a friendship. Just like any healthy friendship, I have to make some effort too.

God is the "strong one" in this relationship, and His commitment to me is certain and clear.

It is my commitment level that comes and goes.

Today, the reading in Psalm 40 shows some of the effort that David makes in his pursuit of God.

Even as the song starts out, "I waited patiently for the Lord..." How many people today are doing that? How many times do I just focus my thoughts and begin to pray, and wait on God for something...

It's healthy to remember that God doesn't operate on my time schedule.

It's also healthy and right to remember that God is worth waiting for, however long it takes.

Unfortunately, most people expect God to serve up answers to prayer and serve them "your way" just like a Whopper Jr. at a drive-thru Burger King. And, if God isn't giving answers when we want them or how we want them, we turn to other things to make us happy..

Look at the attitude David takes while waiting... Verses 7-8 have him saying things like... "Here I am (Lord)... I desire to do your will, O My God... your law is within my heart..."

Sounds like David is serious about pursuing a deeper relationship here...

"Here I am..." (willing to make yourself available, honest, and ready for whatever God might want to do in your life...

"I desire to do your will..." (sounds like the words of Jesus in the all-famous "Lord's prayer" - "your kingdom come, your will be done..." - am I willing to ask for, pray for, and make myself available for God's will and purposes here on earth?)

"your law is within my heart..." (David has transformed his heart and mind by reading, memorizing, studying, and reflecting on God's word - the Bible. If you're serious about being close with God, why would you NOT read His words to you?)

Dear God, please help me pursue you with the humble heart of David. Teach me to WAIT for you... to be patient... to continue to seek your presence, your will in my life, and your guidance through the truth in Scripture. Thank you for always making the first move - for pursuing me through my life, my circumstances, my friends - and through the Bible. You have made your desires and love very clear. Help me to continue to pursue you personally through prayer...

Day 35 - Dear God, I'm Yours (Reflections)

The white flag. It's a symbol of surrender. When you realize you cannot (or should not) fight this battle any longer, you raise the white flag.

You give up control.

You admit that someone else is better than you.

Joshua raises up the white flag of faith in this passage. "As for me and my house, we will serve the LORD" (Joshua 24:15).

In Israel, many of Joshua's friends had turned to worship other gods. "Gods" from Egypt, other "gods" from Canaan and "gods" of the Amorites. In those days, people made up different gods to symbolize different things - money, power, fertility, love, nature - you name it!

In comparison to God in Heaven, all other "gods" fall far short.

Here in 2009, it's common for people to worship the gods of pleasure, comfort, selfish desires, and security. We surrender time, money, thoughts, and physical effort trying to meet our own needs in these areas.

Joshua has had enough of that kind of living. He challenges his people (and us) - "Choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve..."

Who will you choose?

Every day, you and I face choices... opportunities, really, to serve God or to reject God.

Joshua has made the choice to serve the Lord. The word itself ("Lord") means 'leader,' 'ruler,' 'owner,' 'master,' and 'overseer.'

Who will you choose?

Dear God, teach me what it means to make you the complete 'master' over my heart and decisions and priorities. I know that my life and my circumstances are controlled by your will and your oversight of the universe. Help me surrender my own self-made plans and hopes to you, and seek first Your kingdom and Your ways for me.

Day 34 - Dear God, I'm Yours (1 Corinthians 9:19-27)

Most people would agree that it's a good thing to care about others. To give to people in need. To feed and clothe the homeless. To pray for those that are hurting.

In today's reading, the Apostle Paul reveals his desire to meet people's greatest need.

If necessary, he's willing to make himself a "slave to everyone."
If necessary, he's prepared to "become weak" in order to help those that are weak.
If necessary, he's willing to "become all things to all men" in order to rescue others.
If necessary, he's putting himself through "strict training" so that he is ready whenever he's needed.

I wonder how the world would be different if all Christ-followers had a similar level of commitment.

I wonder how my church would be different if we shared Paul's intensity and sacrifice for the sake of reaching people who are far from God.

I wonder how my neighborhood would be different if I seized opportunities every day to make connections with them - to "become all things to all men" for the sake of someday sharing the GREAT NEWS about Jesus.

If you approach God in prayer, and tell Him honestly, "God, I'm yours..." If you do this on a regular basis, you're eventually going to love Jesus and desire to serve Him on every possible occasion. You'll take up His mission to seek and save people who are far from God. You'll embrace the kind of passion and focus Paul has, with a willingness to do whatever it takes to win others to faith in Christ.

Here's a question for you...

What person in your life went out of his (or her) way to share Jesus with you? What friend has really helped you see more clearly the good news, the amazing love that God has given to you? I'd be interested to hear any stories (in the 'comments' link below) about how God has used someone else in your life to help you grow closer to Him!

Dear God,

Open my eyes to see the people around me, and recognize how they need You in their lives. Open my mind to think about ways to connect with them, serve them, encourage them, talk with them, build a real friendship with them. Open my heart to ways that I can represent the lifestyle and compassion and joy that Jesus Christ himself would demonstrate with others.

Make me willing - like Paul - to become a servant to all... even to enter "strict training" because I know that the most important thing I do is to represent Jesus to other people whenever I can.

Day 33 - Dear God, I'm Yours (Hebrews 10:19-25)

Hebrews 10.

This is one of my favorite parts of the Bible. Click here.


In fact, this passage is yet another reminder of the two greatest commands. The two greatest joys, privileges, and responsibilities for human beings.

Love God, and love people.

Because of Jesus' sacrifice, you and I can enter God's presence with confidence. We can talk to Him without feeling shame. We can spend time with Him feeling a sense of freedom and peace, rather than guilt and shame.

Clean hands, clean conscience - it's all a gift from God.

And, because of God's goodness to us... we can be good to others.. That sounds too cliche. It's harder than that. It takes work to love someone well. It takes focus and thought to consider what THEY need.

Considering what others need is more important than merely giving them what I think they need... or what I want to give them.

Just as Jesus' life was not all about Himself (but for others)... my life should not be about myself (but for others)!

Easier said.

That's why I need to "consider" how to spur others on. Above, there's a picture of a "spur" - it pushes, encourages, communicates to the horse - "Giddy up, it's time to go! Time to move forward! Time to run, baby!"

I need friends that encourage me, push me, inspire me, and get in my face, saying, "let's go, Underwood."

And I need to be that kind of friend as well.

Dear God, thanks for the confidence and clear conscience I can have before you. Thanks for the freedom to talk (or blog) to you whenever and about anything. Please help me to take that confidence and faith and use it to encourage others. Starting with Jennie and my kids, help me to spur people on toward love and good deeds... Thank you, Lord, for this terrific reminder in these verses. Help me be a Spur in someone else's life!

Day 32 - Dear God, I'm Yours! (Luke 14:25-35)

Today's reading is Luke 14:25-35.

If you're going to do anything worthwhile in life, you're going to have to make sacrifices.

If you're going to live for God, you're going to stop living to please anyone else before Him.

Jesus made some bold statements, challenging people to declare God the most important person in their lives. That's what it means to be His follower. As Leader and Creator of everything there is... doesn't He deserve top billing in my little life?

These verses find Jesus challenging us to "carry a cross" and even to "hate" family members and ourselves. Shock value? You bet. In comparison with our loyalties and surrender to God's leadership and direction, any other person in the world - their opinions, their feelings, their demands on us - they pale in comparison to Him.

In verse 33, the challenge is to "give up everything." When reading any part of the Bible, we should look at the context... these verses all come immediately after Jesus encounters a wealthy religious leader. Religious leaders (sometimes known as "Pharisees") were known for their knowledge, pride, and elite "club."

In context, Jesus is challenging them to give all of that up. Give up the addiction to possessions or money. Give up the addiction to other people's approval. Give up addiction to your own performance or achievement. Give up the idea that you can prove your value to God and others.

Consider the cost... be willing to lay down your pride and your lesser dreams... and come follow Jesus.

Dear God,

Help me take a deep look at my life and motives. If there are things that I have placed in front of following you, then please help me see those and surrender those. Remind me that anything great is going to take some form of sacrifice - and knowing you IS the greatest thing in my life.

Remind me that YOU always bless and guide and strengthen those who will give up their lives to follow You. Help me do that today..

Day 31 - Dear God, I'm Yours! (Galatians 2:1-21)

I don't mean to brag, but I have Rick Florian's autograph.  

At this point, I'll pause so you can ask, "Who in the world is Rick Florian?"

No matter.

But he signed a shirt for me once, and after his name, he wrote, "Galatians 2:20."  This verse is part of today's Bible passage.

2:20 reads, " I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me."

With that autograph and Scripture, he made it clear that nobody needs to remember Rick Florian or what famous thing he did or where I met him.

What's most important is that Christ lives in Rick.  And, if I have placed my faith in Jesus Christ and desire to follow Him completely - then Christ lives in Gary.  

And Christ will live in you.  Later on in that verse, Jesus is described as the one who "loved me and gave himself up for me." 

I couldn't be perfect, so Jesus gave me His own life as an example.

I couldn't gain a righteous and forgiven position before God, so Jesus gave Himself up - like a sacrificial lamb - to pay the price for my sins.

I can't represent God on my own efforts, so Jesus promises to "live in me."  When I let go of the old, dying man inside (sin nature), then Christ is free to live in me!  I surrender to Him, and He gives me the best of "love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control" (Galatians 5:22-23).

Dear God, I pray that Jesus Christ would live in me.  Help me today - with my words, my actions, my thoughts - all of it - to think first about following you... to let your heart and your voice and your truth and your patience and your love for people - rule my life.  

Thank you so much, Jesus, for loving me and giving your life for me.  That is true love.  Please help me - and my family - and my church - help us all LOVE YOU first in our lives!

Day 30 - Dear God, I'm Yours! (John 12:20-26)

John 12:20-26 reads..."Now there were some Greeks among those who went up to worship at the Feast. They came to Philip, who was from Bethsaida in Galilee, with a request. "Sir," they said, "we would like to see Jesus." Philip went to tell Andrew; Andrew and Philip in turn told Jesus.

Jesus replied, "The hour has come for the Son of Man to be glorified. I tell you the truth, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds. The man who loves his life will lose it, while the man who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life. Whoever serves me must follow me; and where I am, my servant also will be. My Father will honor the one who serves me."

Jesus Christ came on a mission.  He brought people a challenge.  "My Father will honor the one who serves me" (John 12:26).

Sometimes we get it backwards.  We think that God "belongs to us."  That He has to help us out, or we will decide not to follow Him.  Basically, we act as if God has to prove Himself to us.

Here, some Greeks want to see Jesus.  Andrew and Philip bring Jesus this news.  Jesus seems to ignore it as he starts talking metaphorically about his own death.  This "seed" is going to die, and produce many seeds.  

Jesus' life is supposed to be reproduced in many lives.  

If you are a believer in Jesus Christ, your life should be a modern-day version of His very life.  Your life should be 100% focused on giving up your life for Christ.  Total loyalty, obedience, and self-abandonment here.

This sort of commitment is far from common these days, but this is the standard Jesus describes for us.  Lose your life.  Follow me.  Be my disciple.  Live by my word.

This sort of commitment only comes by prayer.  Only by seeking God's heart through Scriptures and studying the life of Jesus.  Only by putting my sinful desires and my past temptations to death.  Only by seeking to let my life "die," just as Jesus let his life "die."

This sort of commitment earns God's favor.  "My Father will honor the one who..."

Evaluate your commitment level today.  Does your life here on earth belong to God or to yourself?  What would it look like to let your "kernel of wheat" - your earthly existence - fall to the ground and die in the name of Christ?  

At some point, we decide if we want to pursue a lasting, eternal life that honors God... or not.  We decide each day whether to follow through with that pursuit... or not.  

Dear God, 

Help me learns what it means to "hate my life" - to let go of my personal ambitions or tastes, and make room for You as the top priority.  Help me seek to serve You before I serve myself.  Help me take every thought, every intention, every desire... and evaluate those things in light of my commitment to you.  Help me learn more this week about what it means to belong to you first, and not give in as a slave to selfishness.

Day 29 - Dear God, I'm Yours! (Psalm 25:1-15)

In seventh grade, I remember taking a class in American History. In tenth grade, I remember learning some of the basics of chemistry. That "periodic table" of elements presented a world of opportunities.

In school, some classes were "required" of us. General education. A certain amount of math, science, language, art, etc...

On many levels, we human beings are always "students." You may not be currently enrolled in a class, but you are constantly learning. Life experience, job training, culture changes, technology upgrades - there is always more to learn.

Let us never forget this - God created us to be life-long learners.

Don't drop out of the class, but continue to be "teachable" - ready, eager, and willing to learn more. That's the heart of today's Scripture reading - click here - Psalm 25:1-15.

King David describes the way he views God - "In you I trust, O my God..." Though he's got enemies coming after him, knows the failures inside him, and feels the sickness and stress of life on the run... David lifts his soul up to God. It's a prayer of remembering and drawing strength from life's best Teacher.

And David is teachable... "Show me your way... teach me your truth... guide me... "

Throughout life, will you remain open to the things God wants to teach? Are you humble and willing to keep reading, keep asking questions, keep noticing the "teachable moments" God has for us every day?

I hope I never reach the point where I think I know it all.

I hope I never close my mind and judge others based on my knowledge.

I hope I'm always willing to seek out God's path, His way, and then follow it.

I hope God continues to be patient with me, even when I am stubborn and don't want to learn.

I hope these things will be true of you as well.

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Dear God,

I do trust You first. Teach me how to do that more and more each day. Teach me how to trust you and follow you as I seek to be a better husband and father and friend. Show me your way.. how I should spend my time this week. The week seems already jam-packed with opportunities, meetings, and responsibilities. I'm excited and ready for a new week, but it would be wasteful to go after it without You.

Your way. Your truth. Your guidance.

Humbly, God, I ask you to open my heart to those things... and ask you to teach me more and more this week...

Day 28 - Dear God, Help! (Reflections)

I have a true Father.  The Bible reveals a God who cares more, gives more, teaches more, and disciplines better than any earthly dad.  

What does my Father want from me?  Love.  Here is God, my Father, who has promised to meet all my needs.  

If He is truly God, then He knows my needs better than I do.

He knows my next ten days, ten years, and ten centuries better than I do.

He knows my family, my job, my mind and heart far better than I do.

At times, I think it's pointless to pray, cause He already knows it all, He has it all, and He does it all.

However, here is a Father who wants me to pray.  Commands me to pray.  Teaches me to pray.  Rewards me when I pray.  Develops my mind, heart, soul, and relationships when I pray.

I can take breaks from prayer, but deep down, I know that this involves great risk.  

I'd suggest you read Philippians 4:10-19.   You'll see that famous verse, "I can do all everything through Him who gives me strength."  

For better or worse, this verse gets hijacked and mis-understood by people in all walks of life.  The athlete who wants to win more or get stronger.  The executive who wants a bigger market share or paycheck.  The student who aspires to write books or ace medical school.

Yes, God gives abilities and strengths to all of these... but that's not what this verse is talking about.

In these paragraphs, Paul shares that he has learned - through the ups and downs of life - that a relationship with God is all you need.  

He's been forced to learn that during times of brokenness.  He's been placed in situations where only God could provide.  Only God could rescue.  Only God could answer.  Only God could give hope.  

Few Americans are ever "forced" to brokenness in a lot of ways... except when you have a broken heart over the loss of a loved one, loss of job, or loss of health... 

That's when the athlete will see a God who can do everything.  That's when the up-and-coming student will learn what truly matters and lasts in life.  That's when the CEO can experience, learning first hand the truth of Philippians 4:19-20, which we end this day's journal with...

"And my God will meet all your needs according to his glorious riches in Christ Jesus.  To our God and Father be glory for ever and ever.  Amen."

Day 27 - Dear God, Help! (Ephesians 6:10-20)

Life is a battlefield.  Our eyes can see "battles" when we deal with problems with money, health, or relationships.  But have you heard that life also involves battles of the soul?  Spiritual battles?

Yes, there really is a devil.  Satan.  Enemy.  Deceiver.  Lion.  There is an evil, personal force whose mission is to destroy your life.  Jesus spoke frequently about the devil and gave a great example of how to defeat that lion.  

Paul says it here, "put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes" (Ephesians 6:11).  If you read through

these verses, you'll notice that there are several parts to this armor, but "prayer" isn't one of them.  

No, Paul speaks about prayer repeatedly in the last few verses, Ephesians 6:18-20.  Prayer could be seen as the "how" to put on the armor.  Or, "what to do once you've put your armor on."  

He says: "Pray in the Spirit on all occasions."

He says: "Be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints."

He says: "Pray for me," asking others to pray that he'll represent Jesus without fear!  Remember that old slogan, "no fear"?  

Strong reminders that you can pray about anything at any time.  You should be praying for your friends who are in the midst of a spiritual battle.  It's easy to get discouraged, and we all need God's help.  

Finally, ask others to pray for you in the midst of your battle.  The battle is not just "against the devil," but it's also "for the victory of God" in your own life.  

As you seek God's armor of truth, righteousness, the Gospel, faith, salvation, and the sword (Bible) of the Spirit... remember ALWAYS to call on God in prayer.  

"Dear God" - A sermon on asking for help... (Psalm 57)

Click here for Gary's sermon (2/15/09) on Psalm 57

Day 26 - Dear God, Help! (Ephesians 1:15-23)

Just a reminder... before you read today's journal from Pastor Gary, read today's verses, Ephesians 1:15-23.

One question to think about as you read these verses is this -- How would it feel to have someone.. even a great Christian like Paul... pray those words for you. Pray that God would give you his Spirit of wisdom. Pray that God the "eyes of your heart" would be wide open to see the riches, the power, the love, the eternal nature of God's blessing on your life.

He's praying for a spiritual awakening. Don't miss what God has in store for you! Don't close your eyes to the incredible power and purpose God offers you! Don't yawn at the opportunity to know God better!

I have heard several stories about those of you who are doing these daily readings... and how God is bringing your heart closer and closer to His. Some of you are "really praying" for the first time, or for the first time in a while...

In essence, many of us are learning and receiving the things Paul prays here... more love, more knowledge, more power, more openness with God, more wisdom. Draw near to God and He will draw near to you.

I think a lot of people reject God because they've never really known God.

I think a lot of people have never really known God because they've never made ANY effort.

I think a lot of people don't make the effort because we think that, if there is a God, then HE will make the effort.

Open your eyes. He's made the effort. He's given you life, breath, health, food, clothing, shelter. He's given you mind, heart, soul, and a chance to learn. He paints his love across the skies every morning. His words speak every day to those who will open that leather-bound book that we're all respectful of, but few of us really read.

Open the eyes of your heart. Seek God personally. Listen to what He has to day. You'll never be disappointed by what you find in Him.

Dear God, the things Paul mentions in these prayers are the most important things in our lives. Knowing you, experiencing your power, knowing the ultimate leader of all-time, Jesus Christ. Please teach me, remind me what's most important every day. Give me the "willing spirit" to keep seeking and knowing you - help me as a husband, father, friend, and pastor - to reflect your love and the same praying priorities as Paul...

I pray for my wife, my kids, my parents, my friends, my church family - I pray that each one of them would encounter you today... You know that some of them are too comfortable, and need to be challenged. You know that some of them are too challenged, and need to be comforted. Thank you, Father, that you know each one of our lives and our situations as we pray to you today. Thank you, even for the times when you seem distant, because even those moments are opportunities to trust you at greater levels.

You are worthy of an all-out search... help each one of us pursue a deeper love for you, Jesus!

Day 25 - Dear God, Help! (Matthew 6:25-34)

When I was five years old, I was fortunate to have clothing. I was blessed to have food. It was a great privilege to have a roof over my head.

At age five, I probably took those things for granted. These were a "given" in my world, and I didn't think twice about them, or realize how these essentials of life were provided to me. I never worried or fretted about money or having enough...

Now, at almost thirty-five, I see things from a very different perspective. I know that bills must be paid. I know that food must be selected and paid for. Clothing doesn't fall from the sky, either. Now, I spend time and care to make sure we have what we need... and it's easy to "worry" or think about the future, especially given today's economy.

Growing up has made me appreciate, understand, and admire the many sacrifices my parents made on my behalf. At age five, I didn't have a clue.

Today's Scripture reading is Matthew 6:25-34, where Jesus teaches about the One who knows and cares for ALL of our needs. Read through it.

Dear God,

Thank you, Heavenly Father, for caring for my needs, my life, my health - in many ways that I have at times simply enjoyed or taken for granted. When I'm concerned about today's needs and bills... please help me seek YOU first, trust YOU first, and arrange my life to please YOU.

Help me trust you and release the worries that tend to arise. To bring my concerns and needs and worries to you, and depend on your goodness and love. Thanks that we can call you "Father," and that you are 100% trustworthy and capable of doing more than we ask for or imagine!

Day 24 - Dear God, Help! (Ephesians 3:14-20)

Obviously, God uses Paul to help lots of people grow.

The Apostle Paul, that is.

In today's reading, we read one of the greatest prayers of all time from Paul, a spiritual "father" to many believers in Ephesus. He prays that Christ would "dwell in their hearts through faith." That they may be strengthened with power through His spirit in their inner being...

In all of Paul's prayers, he prays for the spiritual growth and health of the people he loves. He doesn't pray that they'll have enough money, avoid suffering, or drive safely. He doesn't pray that they'll make the grade, pass the class, or win at life.

He's seeing his friends from an eternal perspective. Considering their relationship with God.

I want to pray for my wife, Jennie, and for my three great gifts from God - Allie, Luke, and Julie - for their spiritual love for Jesus. I want to pray for my friends and neighbors, for my church, and for my community.

I would encourage you to pray for people this way as well - pray for anyone who is looking up to you. Anyone who is learning from you or watching your life. Anyone who might consider you an authority, role model, or friend... pray that they would "know the love of Christ that surpasses knowledge"!

Dear God, I pray that you would allow me to personally experience what Paul says is being "filled with all the fullness of God." All the love, all the understanding, all the motivation, all the purpose and focus and hope... I pray that You, Lord, would help me pray with a spirit-filled heart for my friends.

I pray for everyone who reads these words, follows this blog, or joins in this 40-Day "Dear God" journey... I pray that they, being rooted and grounded in love, would have your strength, your understanding, and your love in greater doses this week.

Life is hard. God, we need you. We need to seek and open our hearts to more of you. Thank you for revealing your love, teaching your truth, and giving us your Holy Spirit!

Day 23 - Dear God, Help! (John 17)

If I'm going to learn how to pray, it would seem like Jesus Christ would be the very best example to learn from. He had a perfect one-ness and love relationship with God the Father.

In John, chapters 13-16 contain a lot of "red lettered words" - the direct statements of Jesus to his disciples. At the beginning of chapter 17, while his friends are still with him, Jesus "looked toward heaven and prayed." On one level, Jesus is wrapping up a very meaningful time with his disciples with a word of prayer. On another level, his words, his prayer topics, his emotion - Jesus is praying about certain things in this moment so that his friends would hear his heart, and "get" the priorities of God for their future.

I made a list of the things Jesus prays for his followers...

- "to protect them" (17:11)

- "make them one" (17:12)

- "protect them from the evil one" (17:15)

- "sanctify them" (17:17) (the word "sanctify" means to purify, clean, or to 'make them holy and right' before God).

If you're going to ask God for things, consider what Jesus asks for... for his closest friends - protection, unity, and purity. Three big ones. Jesus gives those things to God, but he does so in their presence. He sets the priority for their future and relationships...

(1) Protection - totally depends on God. Pray for it, live wisely, depend on God with your circumstances. Jesus knows that we all have an enemy, the "evil one," and that we need God's protection and defense - sometimes from our own sin tendency.

(2) Unity - I find it interesting that Jesus prays for this in their midst, and then expands on unity in verses 20-23. Be "one." (20) "Complete unity" (23) that they/we would all be united "with" Jesus (24)...

Jesus knows full well about Judas's greed, and the others who do not trust him, so Jesus prays for unity.

Jesus knows that Peter is such an emotionally-driven leader who runs ahead of the rest, so he prays for unity.

Jesus knows that James and John talk frequently about which one ranks higher on the leadership ladder, so he prays for unity.

Jesus knows that the "evil one" will try to turn us against one another... he'll want us to fight about silly differences, egos, and ideas... he'll want to split the church into a thousand fragments and denominations... he'll distract us in arguments about music style, politics, and church priorities...

What Jesus wants most from you and me is UNITY with our brothers and sisters... Pray for that. Read verses 20-23 and pray for that again...

(3) Purity ("sanctify") - Aren't all of these ideas intertwined?

A people who are pure, holy, and sanctified are going to do better at loving one another. We'll do better at pulling together than we do at pushing apart.

In Jesus' last days, he's extremely concerned that his people stay together. Unite for the cause. Trust and follow our God first. Leave the differences, the selfish ambitions, the minor battles to some other group.

Pray for unity...

Dear God, please protect your people from the evil one. Protect us from the one who would love to steal, kill, and destroy the good things You are doing. Help us seek unity, love, forgiveness, patience, and "oneness" with others in Christ. Help us become part of the answer to Jesus' prayer. Remind us that, in Christ, we have the most important thing in common!

Day 22 - Dear God, Help!

This week we will focus on "making the ask" - ASKING God for things.

Sometimes, as is the case in Psalm 57, we ask God for HELP! We plea for RESCUE!

Psalm 57 presents a wonderful mixture of praise, repentance, asking, and yielding... the P-R-A-Y acronym that I find helpful to guide my own prayer moments...

David is literally running for his life, but he's running into the presence of God. He's bringing his fear, his frustration, his hopes to God. "I cry out to God most high... he sends from heaven and saves me... he sends his love and his faithfulness..."

His prayer is both a desperate plea and a cathartic (helpful to himself) commitment to focus his thoughts and feelings on the goodness of God, rather than the danger of his circumstances.

God, if only I would run to YOU first, rather than run to stress, worry, busyness... or run to people! Help us run to YOU first with our needs and with the details of our lives.

David wants help.

Sounds a little cliche to say that the first step to "recovery" is to admit that you need help. Well, spiritually, the first step to a deeper walk with God is to admit your need and approach God in prayer.

Have you grown closer to God in the past three weeks? If so, how?

Day 21 - Dear God, I'm Sorry (Reflections...)

Today, we conclude a week of readings and thoughts about repentance.

As I write my own way through this journal, you'll see that I'm a day behind. This gives me an opportunity to ask your forgiveness and take ownership of my mistake! Will you please forgive me and my tardiness in posting day 21, as we dive into a few more thoughts on repentance?

Psalm 51:10-19 shows what we'll see after true repentance.

Instead of being broken off because of our sins or guilty feelings, our relationship with God actually grows.

See, God isn't primarily interested in my being a "good boy" and obeying all the rules. He knows I can't possibly always do the right thing. However, this prayer does reveal what sort of "sacrifices" and "offerings" God wants from us.

"The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise."

I think it's a good practice to read the words of the Bible out loud. Sometimes I have to hear myself say them in order to let the meaning sink in...

What is God actually "doing" in response to your honest repentance? Just look at the action verbs here...

- "Create" a clean heart.
- "Renew" a stedfast spirit..
- "Do not cast" me away or "remove" your presence...
- "Restore" me to joy...
- "Grant me" a willing spirit...

In the last two weeks' sermons, I've mentioned that last one a few times... "Grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me" (51:12). I think we all can think of times where we weren't interested in repentance, or drawing closer to God. David is going through the same sort of feelings, even as he is opening up for forgiveness...

"Grant me a willing spirit..." (translation: "keep me focused on wanting to do this...") Or, as Eugene Peterson says it, "put fresh wind in my sails."

Good stuff.

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Dear God, please keep me close to you as I begin another new week. As I look at the calendar, I know I don't have the energy, the time, or the desire to do all the things I "should" do this week. Please remind me of your presence and the joy of living for you. Fill me with a living and willing spirit to make the most of every day I've got. Renew me, restore me, and strengthen me for good works, O Lord. Help me grow closer to you and be ready for your leadership throughout the day.

Day 20 - Dear God, I'm Sorry (Acts 19:1-22)

Moments of mass repentance?

When God is at work in a group of people, that's what you'll see. Here, in Acts 19, it's right there - the people came forward and confessed their evil deeds. Brought them out into the open.

The result?

"In this way the word of the Lord spread widely and grew in power" (19:20).

Let me get this straight. Some so-called Christians actually came clean and revealed their own sins, rather than trying to judge others? Some "believers" were moved to the point of broken, honest, repentant action? Some men and women actually started to live out a fear of God as if that were more important than the fear of men?

Yes, yes, and yes.

And some pretty exciting things happened here...

Sorcery scrolls and secrets were burned in public. The name of the Lord Jesus was held in high honor. The word of the LORD spread and grew in power.

Apparently, it is possible for the "word of the Lord" to "grow" in power... it's right there in the text.

It's powerful when others see it's not just talk.
It's powerful when we're willing to rearrange our lives, humble ourselves, and become "living sacrifices" to God.
It's powerful when people give of their material goods in exchange for something priceless. Apparently, those sorcery texts they burned were worth 50,000 drachmas. In today's dollar value, 50,000 drachmas = a lot of money!!!

People won't want your faith unless they see you sacrifice for it. Unless they see you change. Unless they see that you are honest and sorry about your sin.

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Dear God, I pray that you would help my sin get out into the open. Help me confess it to you and to those around me that are affected by it. Even those who are not, and can love and forgive me and keep me accountable. I want to focus on the things about my life that are priceless.. I want to focus on you, and see your word spread with power in my life and relationships...

Day 19 - Dear God, I'm sorry (Daniel 9:1-19)

We did it. We admit it.

Daniel really gets on his knees and appeals to God's mercy in today's reading.

This time, it's not just one man confessing his sins... It's one man approaching God in the hopes that He will forgive an entire nation! From the passages we've read so far, it's interesting to see how specific and explicit Daniel gets when he verbalizes his regrets...

Daniel calls it like it is, even though he himself is not the guilty party. He humbles himself, he calls it sin, and he repeatedly begs God. I love the words of verse 9:18 - "We do not make requests of you because we are righteous, but because of your great mercy."

So true. Any true confession must express my utter dependance on the perfection and goodness of God. I always fall short, I always have something to confess, I always need to seek Him for help.

Daniel has spent time reflecting on the way his people - the Jews - had abandoned God. Although He had blessed them, taken care of them, and given them specific guidelines on the best way to live... they still rebelled. How many times is the concept of "rebellion" mentioned, just in these few verses?

Here's a passage that makes me want to pray for my country more... Makes me want to ask God's forgiveness for some of the evils we've seen and done. Makes me realize our need to get divine help by asking Him - rather than just "worrying" about the future or the economy. There are so many problems around us, and it would be silly to think that any human strategy is capable of a fix.

So we pray for God's blessing. We look inside our own hearts, and inside our own nation, and say, "God, please guide us, bless us, forgive us..."

David asks God to listen, to forgive, and to act - rescue His people. Not because they are worth it, but because God is loving and compassionate. God has the opportunity to show love and power for the sake of His name, His people, His reputation...

Our lives, our prayers, and our response to sin - personal and community sin - must seek to bring glory and honor to God first, and not to ourselves.

What does Daniel's prayer say to you, personally, about repentance or confession?

Are there things that we as Americans should ask forgiveness for?

"Dear God" - A sermon on repentance...

In case you missed it, or would just like to follow along... here is last Sunday's talk on repentance from Psalm 51.

Day 18 - Dear God, I'm Sorry (Psalm 32)

By now, I'm thinking that confession is a good thing.

Repentance is a very good thing.

Living a life that is honest to God about our sinful actions, thoughts, words, and intentions... opens us up to great blessing.

How can God show His goodness and love unless I ask Him for help with my darkness and selfish ways?

"Blessed is the man whose sins are forgiven, whose transgressions are covered" (Psalm 32:1)

If you try to ignore or hide your sins, be ready for the weight of guilt, shame, regrets, brokenness, and yes - even more sins. King David committed adultery, then murder, and lied repeatedly to "protect" his secret.

But if you turn around, face God, talk openly about your sins, express your desire to change... God calls you blessed. God protects you. God lets you see another layer of His unfailing love. In the end of this song, look at the result... your heart is glad, celebrating, singing with joy...

At least David acknowledges that repentance is valuable. Even though it took him a while, and his guilt made him feel sick - "groaning all day long" - once he finally acknowledged His sin to God (32:5), God took away the sin...

God forgives it. God takes it away. God covers it up. On a regular basis. We all need that.

Dear God, thank you for these realities about your love for us. Thank you for responding with unfailing love rather than merciless judgment. Thanks for giving me second chance after second chance. Thanks for restoring joy to my life and my prayers on a regular basis.

Repentance is hard, but help me see that it's ALWAYS the right thing to do. You ALWAYS hear and come to help - You ALWAYS remove the burden and the guilt. I love you and I need you.

Thank you for not counting my sins against me... Thank you for forgiving the guilt of my sin!!

Day 17 - Dear God, I'm sorry (2 Corinthians 7:1-13)

It's one of the toughest phrases for any human being to say.

It's something we might know inside, but have a hard time actually verbalizing the words.

"I'm sorry."

Like the 1980's Chicago song reminds us, "It's hard for me to say I'm sorry."

In comparison to God, and in offense to God, we have a lot to be sorry for. All of us have missed the mark of perfection. Every one of us has flaws, and we know when we've offended or hurt someone else.

God is looking and working inside us to produce what today's verses describe as "godly sorrow."

As in, when you break the law, you should feel bad about it. You feel a sense of regret and inner pain, and you feel it BEFORE you get caught.

As in, you realize that your offense has been hurtful to someone. Not just another human, but to God, who intends for and expects us to lead better lives. Lives of love, joy, peace, patience.... and not lives of sin.

Dear God, help me - let your Spirit bring about a healthy, accurate, change-inspiring sorrow whenever there is sin in my life. Help me be sensitive to breaks in my relationship with you, and to be sorry enough to come running back.

Day 16 - Dear God, I'm sorry (Luke 15:1-10)

My wife and I are hooked on the television show, "LOST." We started with it in season one, and it just keeps getting better. Granted, it's not for everyone, but we like it.

The basic plot is that a plane has crashed in the South Pacific, and a large group of survivors have been stranded on an island for about 120 days now. Faithful watchers are waiting to see if any of these people will find their way home, or find that all of this was really part of their "destiny" as humans.

Jesus has a huge heart for people who are "lost." Because we are made in His image and loved by Him, He is coming after each one of us.

In Luke 15, he gives three stories that describe God's personal mission to find us, welcome us, and throw a huge party for us!

First, it's the shepherd who loses a sheep. He has a hundred of them, but just one goes missing. He leaves the other 99 and goes after that one lost sheep.

Second, it's a woman who has lost a valuable coin. "It's somewhere in the house..." she thinks. She tears the place apart, she "sweeps the house" until she finds it. Relentless, just like the shepherd.

Third, it's a Father who has a young and distant son that he hasn't seen in ages. When the kid finally "came to his senses" (the Bible literally says that!) he heads home. While he is still far off, Dad sees him. Dad runs to his son. Dad hugs and kisses his boy.

In each of these three stories, Jesus mentions a common variable. Repentance. After the sheep is found, Jesus says, "there will be more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner who repents!" After the woman finds her coin, Jesus says, "there is rejoicing in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner who repents."

Repentance. It means, "change your mind." "Turn your life around." "Come to your senses." "Run to God and get help!"

When the Dad sees his lost son, he throws a huge party - "let's have a feast and celebrate... this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.'" The next line is classic - "So they began to celebrate."

If you confess your sins to God... talk openly with Him... you will find forgiveness... but you will also find GREAT JOY.

God is passionately running after you... turning the whole house upside down... as a loving Father who always misses me when I'm away... the main question of my day is this - will I turn around and see Him? Will I repent - change directions - and run to Him?

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Dear God, forgive me for running away at times. Please help me hear you, see you, know that you are waiting patiently, seeking passionately for an open relationship with me.

I know you're not doing this because You are "needy," but actually because You know that I am needy! You miss me and love me and want what's best for me - in every area of life!

Help me turn around and run to you... Help me repent personally, and ask you for the change of heart I so desperately need!

Day 15 - Dear God, I'm sorry (Psalm 51)

We'll begin week three with one of the deepest soul-spilling prayers in all of Scripture.

Psalm 51.

When I've sinned, it's easy to get "defensive." To make excuses. To blame someone else. To run from God.

When he writes these words, David has given up on all those options. He's just bearing his soul to God.

Honest - "I know my transgressions, and my sin is always before me."
Regret - "Surely I was sinful at birth..."
Plea - "Have mercy on me, O God, according to your unfailing love."

David accepts responsibility, blame, and punishment for his own sins... and, at the same time, he desperately begs God for mercy. He asks God to blot it out, wipe it away, and give him a pure heart... a new attitude... a willing spirit...

That's a great way to start my week.

God, please have mercy on me... Help me understand my sin, and be heartbroken before you. I am sorry for the selfishness, the apathy, the sins you know about (ALL of them!)... and I ask for your forgiveness. I depend entirely on your unfailing love...

Dear God, help me pursue you this week. Give me a willing spirit to keep going in the "40 Day" journey, and take this confession week seriously. Search me, test me, open my eyes to see the things I need to see... Give me the courage to address my own weaknesses straight-on.

Have mercy on ME too.. O God... according to your UNFAILING love!

Day 14 - REMEMBER... PRAISE GOD!

We've just completed a week of reading, reflecting, and praying thoughts of praise and thanks to God. As we come to the end of week #2 of the "Dear God" prayer journey, a couple of thoughts...

- PRAISE really does set the tone for a right and healthy relationship with God. When I recognize and verbalize the good things God IS and DOES, it motivates me to pray even more. It helps me remember how powerful the One we pray to really is. It helps me recognize and receive the way He cares about me.

- PRAISE seems to be a part of nearly all the prayers in the Bible. Even Jonah in the belly of the whale. Even Jesus in the hours before his death. Even David, reflecting on his own failures. Apparently, the people who are growing spiritually - the people who really "get it" when it comes to a relationship with God - those people PRAISE HIM as a habit.

- I should also add that I don't think saying words of praise to God is like "buttering God up" so you can ask Him for something big. It's not an attempt to play the "teacher's pet." Of course God sees right through that. Part of the reason we commit to doing something for 40 Days in a row is because we want to get better at this. I want to learn the habit, the routine, the commitment of praising God and talking with Him the right way.

- PRAISE is important to God... "Our Father, who art in Heaven, hallowed be Thy name." The word "hallowed" just means "holy, awesome, perfect, completely greater-than-our-names..." God deserves and seeks hearts that approach Him this way.

- Starting tomorrow, we'll have seven challenging days of prayer. We have just looked at the greatness and praise-worthy nature of God... and now we'll take a long hard look in the mirror. I don't deserve praise. In fact, I am far from perfect, and have done nothing to earn God's favor... This next week has to do with prayers of repentance and confession.

Dear God... you ARE awesome. Help me give you praise and priority in my thoughts this week. Help me hear what you have to say about me... and my failures, my blind spots, my regrets, my past... If you are indeed sitting on the throne of the universe, then make me ready to humbly submit my heart to you... Please help me deal honestly with my sin, in light of your forgiveness and love.

Day 13 - God is Awesome (Luke 18:35-43)

When I read accounts of Jesus' life, I always find it interesting to put myself in other people's shoes.

Here, in Luke 18:35-43, we see several personalities that go through a transformation.

There's the blind man, who yells out desperately to get the attention of Jesus of Nazareth. He goes from desperate and blind... to being healed and praising God. Jesus tells him, "your faith has healed you." I'm sure there's an application for your life if you're willing to find it. Something about being willing to admit that I'm blind, call out desperately to Jesus of Nazareth for help...

He says, "Have mercy on me!" Sounds a little like Psalm 51, and Jesus cannot resist the cry of desperate faith.

There's the crowds surrounding Jesus and the blind man... One moment, they are rebuking the blind guy and telling him to be quiet. Imagine the words... insulting him. Telling him to shut up. Why should anyone give him the time of day - let alone our current celebrity hero, Jesus of Nazareth? The words of these naysayers only makes this man's faith and determination to get to Jesus that much more impressive...

And imagine their surprise when Jesus calls the blind man to him. He enters a conversation, "What do you want me to do for you?" A test of faith. A test of motive. The guy just wants to see.

Jesus cares enough about this man's physical sight to give Him the response, and heal his eyes.

As a result, everyone involved can now really SEE what we are supposed to see. The blind man SEES a response of power and love in his own life, causing Him to praise God. The crowd SEES a compassionate Savior who cares more than they did about this man, and praises God that they got to witness a miracle.

When you think about this encounter with Jesus... put yourself in the story... what do you SEE? What do you think God wants you to see?

Day 12 - God is Awesome (1 Peter 1:3-12)

Today's reading in (1 Peter 1:3-12) is short and strong. I actually had to memorize these verses for a class not so long ago.

If you're following along still on Day 12, great job! Keep it up! Stick with it! You are on the right road!

It's a road that gives us new life...

It's a road that develops our faith in Christ - like gold, which is refined by fire...

It's a road that leads to the salvation of your souls...

Peter describes the power and privilege of receiving God's salvation. If we really "get it" (mind, heart, soul), it will give birth to great joy ("greatly rejoice") even in the midst of life's trouble. If we truly seek Christ, we will know more and more the blessings we have - even the angels and prophets didn't know about this stuff! If you continue on in your salvation, your live will overflow with a contagious love for Jesus and an active love for other people. Peter writes, "though you have not seen him, you love him" (1 Pet. 3:8).

Dear God....
- Restore me to the great joy and wonder of your salvation!

- Help me to hang on to you and develop a deeper commitment to you, so that only joy is the response of my heart. When I fail, or when I hurt, or when I'm stressed, help me find JOY in your presence alone. Help me find new life and hope for each
day... from your Spirit!

- It's awesome that your Spirit was leading the prophets to talk about this stuff, and the angels to investigate this stuff, but salvation comes to each of us, today, who has received Jesus' life, death, and resurrection for our own lives.

- I know that there are friends in my life... even Facebook friends who I have barely talked to in years. Only you know where people stand with you... but I pray that your salvation would be displayed in my life with joy, energy, and love. That people would see a difference in me - especially my wife and kids - but everybody else too!